So I’m starting to ease into the new life on the road and getting use to the idea of anywhere I am being my home and place of residence for the moment. Even my name badge at a seminar I am attending this weekend says I am from “Earth.†It sounds funny but just feels right. Instantly I have something in common with every other person I come in contact with. The worries of various loose ends from my past life (closing accounts, employment taxes, etc) are winding down and the stresses of the political shenanigans in my profession along with the demands, while still there, are no longer consuming my daily thoughts. Perhaps its been losing myself in the fantasy world of Universal Studios in Orlando or the pristine, white sand beaches in Sarasota. Two days playing with Tyler at Siesta Beach, voted the #1 beach in America, may also have something to do with it too. Between the building of sandcastles, teaching Tyler how to bodysurf in the warm, crystal clear ocean, and the endless procession of ultra tanned 80 year olds in bikinis, my mind has finally settled down and I’ve begun to enjoy the freedom and tranquility of being present. I fear I could get all too use to this lifestyle. But why is that? What am I afraid of? Mostly of what others would think of me. Even now I find myself feeling guilty when I tell people I am not in practice at the moment. I feel as if I’m robbing people of the adjustments I could be delivering. In my heart, mind and soul I know that this trip is both deserved and needed for my own personal health and professional development, and that from the time and experience I will be able to serve many more people and from a greater vantage point, however, the self judgement lingers in the background. I’m sure that will ease as well as time passes and as I begin serving Chiropractic in different capacities.
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